Alone

Alone
Through this quietness
I can hear what didn't you hear
I can see what didn't you see
I can feel what didn't you feel

Alone
Through this quietness
I felt a passion of life
I felt a difference way among us
I am having significance of life

Alone
Through this quitness
I dont want to ignore you
I dont want to avoid you
I dont want disappear from you

Alone
Through this quietness
I am not anxious what did you say to me
I am not anxious all gossip regarding me
I am not worried if you go away from me

Alone
Through this quietness
I won't feel your laugh
I wont't feel your happiness
Because i've understood what will happen behind that
Occasionally i felt lonely is more convenience
I still can breath without a friend like you
I dont need a bootlicker like you

The Staircase

You can imagine this figure like your career. You must struggle to get the blue colour on the top, but that isn't easy road, you have to walking up to get it and in each step of ladder you will be struck by some obstacles afterward you have to solve that problem by your self or maybe involved your friends. Usually if you have been on the top you always forget where you were starting your career. Occansionally you didn't hear what people in the downstair say even they are your best friends, because on the top so many wind attack to shut your ears. During you have been climbing up to upstairs you always were escorted by railing in this case that railing can be everything . Not only your role make you success in your career and dont forget your friend who has helped you in the past time.

Emden in the Winter

The Amazing view is fled out by my lips to comment this picture, i guess you also have same opinion for this picture !!!

The long way

We can be relfected of this picture, we must walk between those trees until we reach at the end of that way. During we walk through this alley some obstacles will hinder our way. it seem likes our life that we must hardly struggle to reach what we want.

Poor for this bike

 

When this pledge comes for my friend

Because that subject i effort to go out when the weather not so friendly with me, last day merely snow padded on the backyard and i guess all areas is also filled by grains white. i just sequinted from my window and i thought its too cold outside. i was so lazy yesterday, first intention in the morning just wanna stay at home but that was not longer,at 12 my fellow calls me to ask whether i will come to his internet cafe or not.

Yes i already have a promise to him for visiting his shop and i promise that it had been 2 weeks, i felt so cheap with him but with the weather like this, i must think twice. Till 4 O'clock i was still sitting on my sofa just reading something and i saw the sunset and the night was coming. Just for additional information In Europe when the winter comes obviously the rotation of sun will be lower than summer approximately ( 8am - 4pm) this is time for peak winter.

Unconsciously nedle of the time has directed 7 pm and i still lazy to leave from my room. because i remember my fellow and he insists me to come, finally i have to leave my lovely sofa. I prepared my self with two clothes, 1 jacket, 1 shorts, 1 jeans, 2 socks, a pair gloves, and 1 cup look, i wore all only for visiting his shop. When i walked in hall of my apartement i already felt the weather so cold there was not at outthere.

Damn certainly numb outthere, i appraisal the temperature around 1 - minus 5, i felt delight because what i saw was so beautiful all on the street filled by snow. Even i have to conceal my hands in pocket jacket and walk about 15 minute from my place. I walked around in central city to search his shop. he just gave me the name of the street without number. because he said it easy to find his shop. Afterwards 20 minute i searched his shop and i've returned back twice, i can't still find that building. i got peevish with that weather and i tried to call him unfortunately his cell phone not active. Pity for myself after all my struggles i think that day not for me. i was accompanied by grains white when i go back to my place with thousand minds in my head.

Sometimes we already have plan to do something good but sometimes we don't know it can be completed or not. we have thousand plan but God also has million plan for us and His plan a good way for us .

All the love in the world

you are right guys!! i took that subject from lyric of song, maybe we just consciously that our amity among human and human they never think about The Creator and if we hear or say it only for humanity and sometime we never have intuiton to say those sentences for The Creator of the Universe. Of course not all peoples say like that .

Those words on above only for the greeting of my repentance story, iam reminiscent by some occurrences those are a few years ago i was the one of them whos thinking like that. If i remember that now, i feel so sorrow why i was having narrow minded. Just regret has left in my heart even though i had to spend all of my tears and my times to get apologize from 4JJI i think those are not sufficient.

I feel it now, it has almost been 3 years iam here...time by time, day by day i aware only 4JJI will accompany me everlasting, only 4JJI will protect me from everything. I dont know when 4JJI will send His Messengger for taking out my soul from this rough body. Just want to do the best things and improve my self. I know i have much sin with 4JJI and at the past time i always neglect what 4JJI commandment to me, many commands and i never obey it.

Whilst i got delightful time or something and 4JJI is forgotten but if i got an inconvenience 4JJI ready to assist me. 4JJI please escort me to Yours Heaven, let me sleep on Yours feather bed. 4JJI gives me more time for worship. 4JJI please close all bad things of me.

All the love in the universe Obviously i provide to 4JJI.

No Try No Dirty

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